I’m going through a lot. Again.
I cried today with no particular reasons whatsoever. My heart’s really heavy right now and I needed that outlet for my overflowing emotions. This isn’t in a romantic sense okay?
But how I wish it were for that reason that my heart is in pieces these days. Just so someone else could fix it. Someone else could wipe away the tears I might shed time and time again. Someone else could glue my shattered self once again.
It’s very difficult. I don’t have anyone I could run to right now. Nobody I could share these sentiments I have and been keeping for the longest time. Nobody I could really talk to. Nobody I could really cry on. I could spill one or two stories to my regular friends. But no one could get a full confession from me. I choose not to give them one. Why is that? I don’t know.
I just have to trust Him. I respect Your motives. I know You have something good in store for me. I lift up everything to You now. And as for myself, have faith and keep it.
Hi! You are not alone, Like you I am lostand feeling empty inside. I dont have any ‘close’ friends that i can talk too. I suggest you keep writing and slowly find hobbies for distracting your mind. Like for me i bury my self in reading. I close my self in the world of fiction. Write about different things, look out for prompts or write about a particulur subject you are psaainate about. What ever you do believ that things will get better. As for me I have been emotional for a long time only today i feel slighty better… Take care, Peace
hi! thanks for the message. :) i feel a lot better now.
i did keep myself busy. hee! :3 guess that helped me a lot.
thank you again. :)